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MOVING ON.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

I'm left with nothing after you've left from my life. But I told myself I'm still able to move on without you in my life. And I'm trying to. I'm moving on to the next chapter of my life. I don't want to stuck on the chapter which include you and me. I'm the one suffering and you're enjoying yourself on the other hand. I guess the relationship between us is like.... strangers? I didn't expect things to turn out in this way and it happens. I can't do anything to it as it takes 2 hands to clap. I only hope you can last long with her. Find your happiness from her. I'm contented enough as long as I know you're happy with your current life. I will move on. I will get use to my life without you. My actual life is fill with colors and happiness because of you. But now, it all goes back to normal again. Sometimes when I looked up the blue blue sky, I've realized the distance between the stars and me is so far away. Just like the distance between you and me. Though we are standing just side by side when we saw each other, but our distance is very far away. Do you know how I was feeling at that moment? I guess you won't even bother? My heart seemed like a knife piercing through it deeply and blood is oozing out, bleeding profusely and continuously. All this hurts and pains got to stop now. I've to force myself by dragging my feet onto next chapter. I don't want to stay on to this particular miserable chapter of my life. I can simply tell you, the feelings really sucks, totally sucks. Perhaps people may think I'm exaggerating, but the feeling is like.... the end of the world. When it comes to end of both of us, I'm like in the hell. I swear I'm having the feeling at that moment. I won't be thinking about you anymore. I will kick you away from my life. School is starting, I will put my heart onto my studies. From now on, I don't want and I won't shed any tears because of you. From now on, I won't mention or talk about you to anyone anymore. From now on, I won't think about you and our memories anymore. I won't throw away our memories. I will just keep it as a small part of stories in this chapter of my life. Everything is over. I will accept the fact that you're no longer in my life and will never be. Take care.

And boy, how can you leave me alone outside and you went in? You know how much I miss you? You know how much I've regretted for not replying your msgs etc before you got arrested? My heart hurts. Fell while thinking about you. What hurts me more is seeing them handcuffed you when I can't do anything to help you. Well, Please faster come out ! I'm missing you. I wanted to see you so badly! Whenever I'm down, you're there for me. Now, I've no one to turn to anymore )': Better lead good life inside and don't fight anymore. Alot people are waiting for you to come out including me and your family. Take care.

Let the nature take its course, stay positive (:

Simply me.

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I don't need anyone to take advantage of my weaknesses or my strengths, I need someone who will appreciate me for everything that I am. (:
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