I'm glad that you've found someone whom you can really have happiness with. I was very shocked initially I swear. And I cried. Once again, I cried because of you.
However, I thought through it.
You told me you broke up with me is because of a girl and a specific reason. You said you gave up everything on love is because of your personal reason. And now, you can step into new relationship.I just can't imagine that you could step into another relationship so fast when you told me you gave up everything on love. Maybe it's all just a bullshit? I didn't blame you. Maybe you didn't want to tell me in face that you don't love me anymore? Maybe you didn't want to tell me in face that I'm not the one for you? Maybe you didn't want to tell me in face that you've never love me before? Maybe you didn't want to tell me in face that you're just toying my feelings? Maybe you didn't want to tell me in face that I'm just a replacement to you of her? There's alot of maybe(s) which you are planning to hide it from me forever.
Well, it's the last time I'm crying for you. I promise it's the last time and I'll definitely move on. I will try to even it's hard to do so. And thanks to you, I can hardly trust guys anymore. You still remember what you've said to me and promised me earlier on? Promises are meant to be broken. I believe about this sentence already. Your promises which you've made to me, are like BUTTERFLIES. It flew away quickly and easily without any notice. And it's so high way up! Worst to worst, I guess you forgotten what you've promised me earlier on too ! Remember I've promised you to quit smoking? Well, I can proudly say that I did make my promise. I quited smoking as I knew I've promised you. Yes, if I smoke at other place, you also can't see. But I didn't pua stun. What I've promised, I'll do it. But yet, you didn't make your promise.
Sometimes when I looked up the sky, I saw blinking stars. The distance between stars and me are fucking far and drift away. Just like you and me. You are so high up in the sky. And I can only look at you silently , watching you getting your happiness from far. Yes, Me and You are destined to watch each other getting happiness from far. Only from far. Even we are standing right beside each other, the distance of our heart is like Heaven and Hell. The feeling is indescribable.
It has been two weeks we've been separated. I'm here crying for you and you're there spending your happiness time with her. How stupid am I doing all these? You must be mocking at me, don't you. But don't forget. I'm doing all this for one reason. All is because I love you.
Things happen again and again. You should know about my problems and yet you are throwing to me a problem which I need lot time to solve it. When I was at cantoment, I was thinking, how I wish you can be by my side, supporting me. But I guess it's impossible right now?
Seeing posts like "last long" on your wall when the girl is not me, it hurts. It really hurts. You know what is the most hurting part? The most hurting part is not when you broke up with me. The most hurting part is , seeing someone whom I love, being with other girl.
I thought I've forgotten you. I've stopped viewing your facebook, contacting you etc etc. I stopped myself from viewing your profile is because I'm trying to move on without you. BUT when your relationship status changed appear in my news feed, my tears dropped. I cried. And I realized, I still love you, I still can't forget you. Seriously FUCKMYLIFE. How can I stop myself from forgetting you? I hate to see you being with other girls. The feeling just sucks. it really sucks I swear.
Without a word, Love left me. Without a word, Love tossed me aside, not knowing what to say, my lips must have been surprised because you came without a word. Without a word, you came to me. Without a word, you left. Just like a passing fever, it just needed to hurt for awhile and leave a small scar behind.
I'll try my best to forget about you and move on. I will leave this chapter of ours in my life aside. I'll move on to the next chapter of my life.
Sincerely I hope you and her could last long. Find the true happiness between you and her. I want you to be happy thats all. Please stay happy. Seeing you happy, I'm more contented
than anything else. Take care too.
For all of the time that i tried for your smile
For making you think that i was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine
For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind
And I’m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn’t turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight
And I’m So sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by
For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when i fled the scene
sorry love,for wasting your time
And I’m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn’t turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
I’m so sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight
And apology now after all of this time
Won’t make my difference tonight
But I’m hoping I’m Sorry will open your mind
To love love love love in your life
Sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn’t turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry do can’t turn back time
I’m sorry that i loved you
I’m sorry that i hurt you
I’m so sorry that i loved you
I’m sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i loved you
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