Alot of things have been happening nowadays. I can actually list down one by one. Two-time by my ex, kena call slut, bitch etc by sisters when I'm having boyfriend, said bad things about me to my boyfriend's brother, sickness, family problems etc etc. Hello, I seriously not a robot ley. You think I can take everything at one go? When all this happen , I choose to remain silence. I don't want to stress anyone I swear. I rather keeping it to myself. So what if people see me crying? No one can solve all these problems for me. Anyone can? I doubt so. Sometimes I felt that I'm a failure. A failure of being a good daughter, friend, sister and girlfriend. And sometimes, I was wondering, if I never ever exist in this world, will the things all change? From bad to good or even worst? Sometimes I was wishing..... How I wish I would never exist in this world. I really thought of. Life has been negative for me. I'm like damn fucking stress right now and I really don't know what to do anymore. I'm seriously tired. Tired of my life I swear.