I miss you and I really do. Well, I guess I've not been a good girlfriend to you thats why you're giving me up so easily. I know how you feel. As I said, I don't blame you or anyone else, I won't. I only blame myself for being stupid for not being a good girlfriend to you. All the while, I myself thought that I could change your life, I thought I could be forever with you, I thought you can stay be by my side always and forever as you've promised me to, I thought I can be with you always whenever you're encountering problems. However, all this, it's just a dream. A memorable dream. How I wish I will never wake up from this dream. This dream is so beautiful, is really beautiful. But it's just a short temporary dream. I thought you could forget her, I thought you've nothing for her, I thought my appear can really change you. I thought my care and love for you could move your heart, however, never and it will never. Sighs. But still, you're really a nice guy. Remember the few times I saw you at Cine, and I told you ,you diao me? HAHA, that's a truth anyway ! (: Remember we had our real talk at scape there when you're going kbox time? H2H talk with you, it makes me feel comfy when came to talking to you. Remember when I'm having flu and cough, you brought alot sweets and vitamin C for me in your bags? Looks like you're doraemon since you love it so much (: And also, when we had our lunch at Far East, you actually asked the person for warm water, and it is for me. So sweet of you, so caring of you. Remember when we were crossing the road from heeren to cine, you held my hand and I let go. I'm not prepared. Your brother, C came to psycho me, telling me how good you're etcetc. At night, we went dhoby. And .... you held my hand up again and this time round, I didn't let go. I want to cherish you, I want to treasure you. That is what I've told myself at that moment. And this is how we had got together. Remember how early you've woken up for me, just to meet me at town? I really appreciated it alot, damn fucking lots. Remember you always feed me with sweets ? It's really lovable of you I swear. Remember we watched "the ex haunted lover" ? I was so scared that I've grabbed your arm so tightly. And you were there for me. You gave me the feeling that, with you around , it's always safe for me. Remember we watched "the red riding hood"? It's so nice . Remember when I'm having probs, you gave me a warmth hug. A very warmth hug. I don't need anything , just your hug, I will be satisfied with it. Remember we had a phone chat during midnight ? It was awesome I swear. Remember you will always give me a hug and kiss when I'm going home? It's so blissful I swear. Remember your fb notes? From there, I know that, NEW ZEALAND is a place which you wish to go. And I swear your notes are damn funny. :D We have alot alot of memories. However, I've got only these memories. Not anymore from you. I always told myself, move on move on. But I really couldn't move on without you. How I wish you're be by my side again. How I wish all this breakup, is just a present for April fool.. How I wish you can tell me, all this is just a joke.. But it will never come true. I guess you really hate the existence of mine. I cried after you hanged up my call within 15 secs? It's really heartbreaking I swear. Well, I will try vanishing from your life as I know you wouldn't want to see me badly or contact me. I won't interrupt your life anymore. But that doesn't mean I've given up on you. You given me up, that doesn't mean I must too. 3 months. You wait and see. No matter what the outcome will be, I'll accept it. At least I've tried. I hope within these 3 months, you'll come back to me. This is the first time I'm waiting for a guy. I hope you wouldn't disappoint me. Whatever it is, please stay happy always no matter what. If too stress, share your problems with your friends or brothers. Don't keep everything in your heart. Don't fall sick. Take care of yourself. I love you and I truly do. I miss you and I truly do. But I just want you to be happy. Loving someone no need to be with that person. Loving someone is to see that person being happy. I love you, I just want you to be happy always no matter what. I'll be contented. ********, I'll wait for you.