I and him officially over. I have chosen my own path so I wouldn't be blaming you. If you happen to read my blog.. I tell you. I still miss you. Sometimes i was wondering... Why would you treat me in this way? Did i owe you in my previous life? I put so much efforts, cares and loves in this RS and this is what i got from you. What i need is more of your understandings , trusts and cares. Is it too hard ? I didn't take things for granted. You might think whatever i said is bullshit.. I believe one day, you will think that you're wrong. Anyway i will take my time to forget about you. Though we have been tgt not quite long, but many places contain our memories. Whenever i went Fast Food restaurant, I would take 2 straws and fold heart, but no one takes. Whenever it rains, I will think of that song and thought of you. Whenever i went dhoby, I will think of you. Whenever i heard " wo ai ta " i will think of you too. Whenever i get to knw someone live in Yishun, i will think of you. Whenever i go bugis, i will think of you. Whenever i see the candy and pizza sweet, i will think of you. Whenever i see couples on the street, i will think of you.
Even when the day we broke up, you've appeared in my lala land. You treated me damn good like princess in my lala land. how i hope it is true. However its just a dream. Yesterday i dreamt of you again. To be accurate, almost every sec, min , hour, moment, my mind is full of you. You've never left my mind before.
But let bygone be bygone. I hope you're leading a happiness life now. I still care.