
when i've suggested break-ups with you, i cried. frankly speaking. i still love you. i dont bear to give up this RS. but you have hurt me again and again. im trying very very hard to trust your words. however, you didnt make your promises work once. im really too disappointed with you already. i've been hurt repeatedly by you. i was trying to be optimistic towards my own life with your appear. however, it slowly goes to pessismistic already. you know i need you, you know i care for you, you know i love you. but why can't you treasure me? i've once lose you and promised to treasure you again if i have a chance. you've given me a chance. i've changed. cant you see? you arent blind. you should be able to see it. isn't it? but yet, i doubt you see it. im really very sadden by your doings. i've thought of being with you forever. you can see it yourself too. my blog is full of your names etc. im so in love with you. be with you, i really damn happy to the max. and this is how i got back from you? hurts? why must you hurt me me so much? i really love you tooo much til i got so much hurts from you. sighs.
this is the end of our story. hope you could treasure the next girl who will appear in your life soon ! i will watch you, getting your happiness silently. if there's a need, i would protect you silently. and thats how much i love you.